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Desire to See
02:52
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you've got beauty on your side
squatting in the suburbs of love
(don't let this city swallow you whole)
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2. |
Renaissance Boys
05:15
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it seems so effortless for you
there's so much you never told me
it seems so effortless for you
how did you ever do it?
just about managing in the daytime, but fucked it in my dreams
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Grindr
03:57
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fuck that, i like all the old men
they're always nice to me,
and i was just a boy with no experiences of any formative kind
and i just needed something
human to get me through the winter
they're always nice to me,
and i was just this boy with no experiences of any formative kind
borrowing milestones from random people online i relate to
i still check your blog sometimes, da da da da da da da da
still haunted by inanity
still ruled always by banality
there's so much you never told me
so much stuff you never told me
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4. |
Hold Me Close
05:38
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my soul doth magnify the lord
and my spirit hath rejoiced in god my saviour
human beings are irreplaceable
never not at rest, i do not want to be an atom anymore
never could relate to the boys with the world wrapped around their thumb
i count the hours since you slipped away from me
somewhere on this planet
i went on grindr to see a real human being
they never compare to you
glory be to the father, and to the son, and to the holy ghost
as it was in the beginning, is now and ever shall be
world without end
amen
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i hate it when you pass me by
it's gotten inky blue outside again
and i would give so much to rest my head on your shoulder
and tell you that i don't know what to do
i know what i want, and i need to have it now lord, i don't want to wait
swallowing me whole again
city swallowing me whole again
touchstarved to fuck every night
so heartsick on a wednesday morning
i know what i want and i need to have it now, lord, i don't want to wait
swallowing me whole again
city swallowing me whole again
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6. |
Riemenschneider X
00:58
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we talked online for 3 whole hours
the sky got inky blue outside
would have given a lot to rest my head on your shoulder
i know what i want and it's possible
sending me mad with fantasy oh god
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7. |
The Soft Season
05:20
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eyes closed on my way home
i was somewhere else entirely
niagara falls with a bearded lover
and it was 1993
the best day of my life
not in durham, not in my life
this bit is meant to be unintelligible
///
living neutrally, i wish i was out tonight
rising wearily i feel like a newborn
and when i saw you on my screen, thought that you were mocking me
you're a city child..... i'm a hologram
someone to hold me far from these voyeurs
such a performance, cdg
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8. |
Chati
02:21
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me quedaré aqui por toda la vida
me toca a mí
esto te lo prometo, te lo prometo chati
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9. |
Heartsick, Premeditated
04:45
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heartsick on a wednesday, touch starved and blue
i count the hours since you slipped away, don't let the city swallow you whole
heartsick on a wednesday, touch starved and blue
the most beautiful boy in the world
17 and lonely.... that's the shit i like
if it was a choice then i wouldn't recommend it
unable to be symbolised at all
17 and lonely, that's the shit i like
a perfect catholic boy
my love is premeditated
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never been to this bar without freaking out
it seems so effortless for you
want to live in flat white with all my girls
like all the other boys do
and i'll move to spain and read borges and kafka
and never check the news
i can leave this place whenever i want
but there'll still be boys like you
and in moments of weakness i'm desperate to see you again
drive to hadrian's wall or lake grasmere to feel that love again
went to tyneside alone when it all got too much to bear
they treat you like a different species, i try not to care
there's a long dusty highway that appears in the dead of night
completely perfectly straight, devoid of any other cars
and i always end up driving all the way down it, squinting through the moonlight
there's a party happening and the gays are invited, except for gays like me
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11. |
Desire to be Seen
04:45
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you've got beauty on your side
squatting in the suburbs of love
can you see me? i've been waiting for you
you've got beauty on your side
squatting in the suburbs of love
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